european influence

two nights ago i had a dream about being at an open european cafe, sitting alongside someone special to me.

first photo by aurelie auger, second photo by lita, third photo by unknown photographer.

well...

i kissed Donald Glover twice on Tuesday.
i'd say my life is pretty okay right now.

missing manhattan

i keep missing manhattan more and more.

today in church i kind of zoned out and realized how close i am to everything.

for the first time, i felt like i could touch it. for the first time.

got a little flame in my heart now telling me i'm not going back.

i mean- the notion of living in NYC has always been a HUGE driving force in my life, but today i feel like it's hell bent and absolutely nothing can stop me now.

this post is probably a little bit too personal for me to be putting it up online. but, whatever.

everything is so exciting right now.

this week: studying, studying, lecture, test, practicum, careplans, last clinical :(

next week: studying, studying, studying, IAMDONALD (!!!!!!!!), last lecture, practicum

third week: studying, studying, studying, studying my face off, FINAL, studying, HESI

then break! i'm stressed, but it feels good. i think i'm more excited than stressed.

ready to start - arcade fire

finally got into them last night, i'm happy i did. i like the suburbs a lot.


first and last picture by joshua sinn, second by damien polegato, third by dave knapik.

not going back

 

i don't think i can even begin to elaborate on how much i love donald glover/childish gambino.

all of his stuff goes so hard. it takes my heart and twists it and rings it out and tells me to get back up and fuck whatever made me this way, cause i'm better than that now. 

and then leaves me aching for more.

it makes me appreciate music.

and makes me appreciate hard work and inspires me to keep going.

keep going, keep going, keep going. 

have fun, but keep going.

"i refuse to go back to not liking who i was"

gif by the lovely gracie, second photo by kevin rank. 

video is from CG's impromptu show at chandler's steakhouse last night in boise, idaho.